I Don't Know what I am !

Don't know what I want,
I have,
I don't have,
can be done to achieve my goals and dreams,
are my goals and dreams,


I don't know,,,


I am just living life, and still have not found out what means to live a life?

Having told myself a storyteller and more specifically film maker, I haven't started working in that direction.

My mind is occupied in 2 things, PLEASURES & THEORIES.

Lazyness and boredome are my best friends now, whom I hate so much.

I got to get out of this, but I have always tried to get out of everything.

Everything I ever owned in past, present and will own in future, I never respect what I have.


this is a note to myself, a note to make me remember how I am at this stage,


but again I want some motivation, inside or outside, it better be from inside, so it can live longer,


something, please motivate me...